Dorian Gray

Since when bi-sexuality is a moral issue...

Now you see me, now you don't

Loyalty to Cinema

After two days' work, I discovered my sincere love for cinema/film, even though this kind of love will be suppressed or doubted temporarily by the appalling dissertation writing season. I am still a person inhabiting cinema, and finding comfort in that empty chair, which according to my supervisor is "the greatest moment" in film history.

p.s. for Miss M, a test - do you happen to know "the empty chair moment" I'm talking about - which film it is from?

Upcoming one

Last night I dreamt about you (maybe again). After all those pretensions we put on as if "I don't know you and you don't know me," we watched fireworks together, we had a party together, we laughed together, we watched a film together, and we sat side by side. Then, someone pushed me to you, but you ignored everything, looking into an unknown distance, saying:"yes, she is the one. We were together XX years ago."

"You know me?"
"Of course, I know you. You are the one XX years ago. And why are you following me?"
"..."

I cannot say anything, but look at you. I have been longing for a look at you, just a pure good look at you.

"We were together," are you saying
"We used to be in love," are you saying
"I used to love you," are you saying
"You did love me."

I know you don't like it, neither do I. But the only thing that can stop me
is just a pure look at you, if it is true that
"We used to be in love XX years ago."

除了灵魂我还能给你什么

我知道，我生就是为了来遇你的
这几万里的海洋
我鬼使神差一念之间地跨过了，而你也跨过了
我不宿命，也不需要宿命
我只遵循我心里的声音
她告诉我，是你
那个以灵魂与我相遇的人
那个让我敢舍生命以求的人是你

--《人间四月天》

Returns

- Have you heard of this when you were there? Have you ever seen one of his films?
Have you ever missed the feeling of an alienate country with alienate language? You
would always be fascinated by the people around you, would you? Will you...etc.
- ... (echoing)



If the cat returns, then...

Misconnection

Art and Loss Register

听老板说他们有NY的office。于是我要好好干，套套近乎，让我去NY。

走路去也可以的。

Anew

搬家后的第一天，一个生活从此在脚下走。
A life begins in transit, without me without you.